Poultry Park

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 00:45:41 GMT

Vacation was amasing! I had a realy great time. I wrote a little jornal thing while I was away. Ill probebly post it when I get home. There was a lot of crazy shit going on when I got back but other than that every thing was perfect. I quit smoking too! It was a good choice

Me and emily went to six flags yesturday. At first I was in a bad mood but an hour with her makes me smile again. We had a lot of fun! I lost my keys like an idiot but emily found them. I found out that she can walk realy fast too! Haha

Todays okay. It was pretty boring. and I have this weird 'I just got dumped' feeling and I don't know why. Its kinda freakin me out. Maybe its cause I didn't put on my patch untill 4:30 5:00 today! Sometimes this thing can really fuck with my mood and sometime it makes me kinda sick. I can't wait untill this is all over.

I miss emily....

board.

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 23:27:18 GMT

1. Where were you at 3:18pm today? Hunting quail

2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name? Emily came up with it.

3. What song are you listening to right now? William Fitzsimmons

4. Do you click on pop-ups? Nope

5. Do you own an iPod? Yep

6. What was the first thing you thought this morning? Fruit salad

7. Is the person that you have a crush on older or younger? Younger

8. Whats your favorite memory from this weekend? Six Flags and rino dancing

9. What was the last thing that you had to eat? fridays

10. Who is the last person that you hugged? Emily

11. What do you really dislike at this moment? My hair cut

12. What did you dream last night? Bad dreams all around.

13. What was the last TV show you watched? That shit rots your brain. And then worms move in, build houses, and pave roads in your brain. Then they all go back to there homes after work and watch t.v. then the whole prosess startes all over again.

14. What is your favorite piece of jewelery? That sounds so gay

15. Name 2 people on your Top Friends who are most like you? There's only one me

16. Do you always lock your door? Mine dosnt have a lock on it.

17. Do you like your boss? Haha good one

18. Are you on any medication? nope.

19. What side of the bed do you sleep on? All sides.... im a big dude.

20. What color shirt are you wearing? Grass colored

21. What is your favorite frozen treat? Milkshakes!

22. How many piercings do you have? Lip and ears

23. What's your favorite store? Hmmm don't know

24. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss? Nah Im good

25. Do you care what people think about you? Just my girlfriend. Unless it has something to do with my hair lol otherwise she's the only one I've got to impress

26. Have you ever moshed? Joking around maybe

27. Do you like the person who posted this last? Ya she's okay

28. What is the thing that you would like to change about yourself the most? God everything

29. What words do you say a lot? Fuck

30. What do you smell like right now? Idk but its smells good

31. What do you tell yourself when times get hard? Lol

32. Would you ever sky dive? Hell yes!

33. Who was the last person you saw with their shirt off? Lots of people at six flags

34. Do you enjoy giving hugs? Yes?

35. Have you ever been to Australia? I wish

36. Do you own a digital camera? Yup

37. What celebrities do people say you look like? They only say that when my hairs short and I have a beard lol

38. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't? I think it would annoy most people

39. Are you a jealous person? Only when given a reson to be

40 to 49? Ugg. Just stop that shit. Every one of these dose that and you think your fucking clever.

50. What was the last thing you typed? Your moms a whore

51. Do you ever feel guilty about eating meat? Humans are fucking carnovors so why should anyone feel guilty?

52. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be? Quanisha.

A thousand miles seems pretty far.

Wed, 30 May 2007 19:44:05 GMT

I've got too much shit on my mind lately. Someone should come hit me in the face with a rock or beat me with a fucking stick so my brain stops functioning. Sooooo someone get on that.

p.s jk

Insomnia

Fri, 18 May 2007 04:04:06 GMT

This past year has sucked pretty fuckin hard.… losing my apartment, moving back home, parents giving me shit, relationship problems, I cant sleep, fucking bills, detectives, my job being threatened, I gota sell my shit on e-bay, more BILLS, and then today, getting my car smashed the fuck up! What the fuck do I do now?… (sigh) at least my relationships getting better but she’s leaving in August and then the only thing that makes me happy any more will be gone. I guess it’s also a good thing I didn’t die tonight. I don’t know im just in a shitty mood tonight. Maybe tomorrow will be better… but I doubt it

Wed, 02 May 2007 18:32:25 GMT

We have our first practice in the new room today. Im kinda excited. No more loading and unloading. We can practice whenever we want. What more could you ask for.

I also pretty excited for our 3 days and 2 night vacation this friday.

Im not feeling so hot today. my mom and the baby are sick so I might have caught it. I hope im not sick this weekend but that would just be my luck doing its normal thing.

Daydreaming Of Rescue.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:53:35 GMT

Staring in a daze at this empty page
Waiting for a thought to move me
Black pen ready to fly across the lines
How many million times will I think of nothing
before a knock at my door draws me from this chair?
an angel with gold hair will be there to grab my hand
and drag me with her Where?

As long as it's not here, I hardly care
How I'd love to hook up my headphones
and bail on my stale home with you tonight

Take me where you go
Desert, sea, or snow
My bedroom makes me feel so claustrophobic
I could use some sky
Sun for bloodshot eyes
My lungs are black with smoke
My heart is half-broke
The walls are closing in
My high gone with the wind
that sings through the bulletholed window
Why do i feel so spent?
Sunny Sundays worked to pay the rent
How not awesome
I wanna hook up my headphones
and bail on my stale home with you tonight

It's a snow day.

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 19:02:35 GMT

So huray for snow. I was begining to think it wasn't gona happen. I thought mother nature was pissed at me for some reason. Maybe cause I pissed on that rose bush that one time. Hah It may have only been for a second or two but it was fuckin sweet while it lasted. Em text me before it was snowing here, so I knew it was coming. So I was prepared. I hope there's a blizzard. < 3

New Years

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 15:55:17 GMT

I'm not feeling so hot. I need to go to bed.

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 03:37:13 GMT

I haven’t written a real entry in a while so I thought maybe I should.

Emily’s great. I have a lot of fun with her. We talk every night and I seem to like her more and more every day. : ) we go out to eat and shop and play video games. She’s amassing! :D I even like talking on the phone with her and I usually hate that. lmao

My life’s been pretty busy. It seems like all I do is work. I cant wait for my boss to start hiring! Finally relieve me if some of this stress. and by stress I mean like everything’s my fault. I hate that my boss is like "Bruce fucked this up. now you know how to do this right?" Of course I do I’ve been working here for how long? But she still tells me how to do it and says that its not getting done. I cant do everything and I shouldn’t have to take the abuse for a crime I didn’t commit or was even put in charge of or whatever. wtf.

So I’m thinking of taking a vacation, dropping everything and going down to Florida to see my friend Brain. But it would suck to be away from Emily and my friends so I might just wait for him to come down around Christmas. I miss hanging out with him.

In other news Jess has been sending me e-mails wanting to "get together for lunch" I just ignore it. and her. she’s a bitch. The End.

So life is good. Amassing when I don’t have to work and I get to hang out with the wifey and my friends, but all in all its pretty alright : )

1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
Emily fo sho

2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
Band practice

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
no

4. What should we do w/ stupid people?
Kill them. Kill them all

5. How long do you think you will live?
idk.

6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
looked at my phone cause when Emily signed on it played loud music and it woke me up. lol

7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?
tiger color

8. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
zero

9. Last person you went out to dinner with?
Em

10. Are you spoiled?
no

11. Do you drink lots of water?
yes

12. What toothpaste do you use?
crest

13. How do you vent your anger?
on my blog or on whoever maybe around at that moment

14. The last compliment you received?
I have know idea

15. Do you look more like your mother or father?
my dad I think

16. When was the last time you threw up?
I don’t remember

17. Is your best friend a virgin?
no

18. What theme does your room have?
cluttery loneliness

19. When was the last time you were at a party?
Erin's

20. Are you a momma's child or a daddy's child?
momma’s boy

21. Would you ever join the military?
fuck no

22. The last website you visited?
lj

23. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Emily < 3

24. What was the last concert you've been too?
does my show count?

25. Last person you went to the movies with?
Joe

26. The last person you stared at?
Em

27. Number of layers on your bed?
1

28. Is anything alive in your room?
fish

29. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
back I don’t wana miss anything

30. What is your favorite day of the week?
probably whatever day I get to spend the most time with my girlfriend ( I couldn’t have said it better myself < 3)

31. What is your current goal to achieve?
spelling

32. How is your hair?
fine thanks

33. What is your current worry?
hah everything

34. Do you have plans for spring break?
in the spring I plan on taking a break